Friday, October 28

see how it goes

"Perhaps you haven't found a way out, and you haven't seen him in a new perspective. Being hard with yourself and couldn't let things go. Perhaps you thought you've moved on whereas in the depth of your despair you haven't. Being such a brainless whore and thought that the cure of every pain you're already in is getting back to him, or at least talking to him. Everybody told me that all of those things you've been doing doesn't make sense and it takes so hard and it takes forever in your healing process. You are pretending you've moved forward, set a new target and let it go which is you aren't. Everything stays in your mind wherefore it's difficult to get over him because you end up seeing him continuously everyday and everywhere moreover in your dreams. Yes, if you are tired of trying, so stop for a while. Stay positive. Watch a flower grows and that's what it takes to remember that life goes on and always will. One of these days, you'll wake up and you'll barely remember his name."

Me, talking to myself.

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